Love, D.

Well, hello my fellow imaginary readers (it's been a long time since the last time I've said this), I’ve never met someone so inspiring in my life. It’s amazing how someone can mean something in your life. Well, mean something is a heavy phrase though. More to trigger, or inspire. It’s addictive and you’ll keep finding things to answer your curiosity and amazement. The first day of my internship was quite heavy with all the thinking and remembering people’s names and faces (and those slides of basic ideas on what the company actually do). And that day, also, he opened my mind. That early. At first, it was hard to believe that he just entered the company. Because of the way he acted was so different. Then, when I knew he graduated from Australia, it strengthens my stand on ‘wow this guy must be brilliant’.   Then it happened that I knew his full name, and so I searched him on social media. I found him on Twitter and Instagram. OH MY. So freaking beautiful. Thos...

Mati. Naik bulu roma rasanya bila bicara soal mati. Berita kematian tak putus putus masuk dalam telinga aku since before Ramadhan haritu. Seolah olah macam inalillahiwainnaillahirajiun tu tak pernah lekang from mulut or whatsapp. Banyak sangat berita kematian sampai buat aku fikir, 'macam mana pengakhiran aku?' Bila atuk meninggal, aku jadi saksi air mata lelaki ayah jatuh sebab kedua orang tua dah pergi meninggalkan seorang anak. Bila mak kepada rakan aku meninggal, aku terfikir macam mana kalau aku di tempat dia, kuatkah aku. Dah tu beberapa hari sebelum final pulak tu terima berita macam tu. Kuatnya dia. Bila dengar berita ayah schoolmate meninggal sebab jatuh tangga and time tu dia dekat overseas tengah belajar, buat aku fikir, macam mana kalau ada something happen bila aku dekat Nihon nanti, hmm nauzubillah.  And sekarang, bila terima berita senpai yang aku kenal, meninggal kelmarin, hmm. Taktau nak rasa apa, sebak sangat. Punca kematian, lemas. Asbab yang aku kira...