ready, set, go!

assalamualaikum semua. pejam celik pejam celik, maghrib ni dah nak Ramadhan dah. cepatnya masa berlalu. so, how are my imaginary readers? are you guys ready yet? dah setkan iman and niat? hmm, banyak sangat benda best dalam bulan Ramadhan ni, besides all those yummy food, bulan Ramadhan ni kita boleh test siapa diri kita sebenarnya. means, it depends on you lah sebab syaitan kan stop bekerja kejap, jadi kalau bulan Ramadhan ni kita rasa macam nak buat jahat, jom check balik iman.

ni nak cerita ni, haritu one of my classmates had to do an impromptu speech sebab we all have to do the public speaking task tau depan the whole class, and his topic was about hope. so, macam i wasn't expecting anything, tiba-tiba he asked," so, dyls what's your current hope?" and without thinking, I said, "to satisfy others," Ya Allah. what was i thinking? memang tu ke apa yang hati aku nak? puaskan hati orang lain? haih somehow i am disappointed with myself. why did i answer that. entahlah, maybe lately ni, aku memang live life macam tu; to satisfy others. and that's why lah i am always broken-hearted and makan hati, sebab tak boleh nak puaskan hati orang lain.

well, to answer my friend's question tu, sebenarnya, my current hope is to meet Ramadhan and make full use of it; nak tingkatkan ibadah lebih dari bulan lain. bukan hypocrite and memang cliche, but every year pun cakap benda sama tapi belum tentu boleh buat. besides tu, nak tabahkan hati menghadapi kimatsu (final exam) seminggu selepas raya. tak tau boleh buat ke tak cuma harap diri sendiri boleh tabah untuk kuatkan diri sendiri untuk belajar and lawan sifat malas huhu (tabah lah seorang adilah!)

minna, ramadhan no koto ganbarou! (and selamat penuhkan puasa, tarawih dan majlis ilmu huhu)

p/s: so, apa korang punya current hope?

Assalamualaikum, love,

d.