i'm going to start off fresh. no, it's not a new blog, but i just feel like doing some changes to this blog. i haven't decided yet what to write in this blog. but then if you are going to follow up, thank you so much.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum my imaginary readers. It's been ages since the last I wrote those words and I feel very emotional because it feels like I'm finally home to 'myself'. I haven't written for so so so long, that so many things are accumulating inside me and it's very suffocating. As I type these words, it's all coming back to me and I've reminded again of how much I enjoy writing and expressing myself through words. If you are still reading this and will continue to do so, I want to thank you. For nothing particular, for just being you, for whatever position you are in my life. If you know me personally (or not), you may know that I'm on socials most of the time. And to be fate it is, just now I encountered this one post: "When you notice your mental health declining, do one small thing that brings you peace. Take a shower, text a loved one, step outside. One little step is all you need to remind yourself that this is no...
Assalamualaikum and hi, my imaginary readers. *long sigh* Oh my this blog feels ancient. My last post was like what, March? and now it's already July. It's just almost 3 months but felt like one long year has passed. As most of you guys know, I am currently working now. Like working, working - doing real work, meetings and whatnot. But that's a whole other story and today I wasn't going to talk about that. I've been meaning to write for ages but just couldn't find the right words to express myself and of course, time-constraint. Today's post, I actually wanted to tell you guys -- after god knows how long being in a reading slump, I'm finally reading again. Although have to admit, so far I can only manage to read while commuting and still struggling to stay focus and awake. I feel like I'm in a battle for every sentence that I'm reading. But anyway, as per all the books that I always ended up reading, the book that I'm reading now to...
Assalamualaikum and hi to all my imaginary readers! I wonder if I ever can be a legit blogger. I can't even keep up with posting regularly. I procrastinate a lot and I am always out of ideas. It's amazing how Aida Azlin can do it- writing Tuesday's Love Letter, weekly. Like today, since I am off from my part-time job, I took a day-off from doing my research (read: refuse to go to the university ( and this is not very healthy cause I actually have so many things to do and my research is actually meeting a dead end and I definitely have to find something else in order for me to graduate )) and forced myself to take a shower, dressed up and took a train to the nearest Starbucks and here I am, sitting at a table, writing while drinking Venti size of Caramel Macchiato. Not like I'm obligated to write a blog post or anything, just that I feel like I have to get some things out of my head since it's getting a lot messier. So, getting back to the title- Am I on the...
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